No two idiots are alike

It has been my philosophy NEVER TO PLEASE ANYONE. Doing such impractical attempt is the worst hallucination anyone could squander to.

Just recently, someone in his most  most official capacity as Prefect of  Finesse and Perfection admonished me to be this and that.  It hit my ear drum so bad that it almost bleed (at least for a femtosecond).

Okay, I wished I could fit into his shoes in the meantime so I would understand where all his guts enshroud with ‘concern’ and blah blah blah are all coming from. The initial part of his privilege speech played up with pauses and sighs and dramatic flaunting of facial expressions from moronic to demonic grin is quite heartwarming. OMG, in all its meaning, this guy is very much concerned of how I have to look and behave in public. Not until I heard him speaking of a line almost similar to this  ->  “I am concerned of other’s impression that I AM giving you green light to be in your most out-of-this world behavioral manifestation!”

But of course, I appreciate his honesty. I really do! Only a few people tell us straight on our face how dumb ass we are. I just didn’t like the part of how he was trying to be concerned (of us)  when in fact he was, at the end of the line, narcissistic of  public’s perception towards him. Period.

The world knows I am no perfect!

My very special personality accentuated with ADHD and histrionic tendencies is genuinely me. If someone doesn’t like that, I care less.

I cannot change me to please anyone… If I am becoming an eyesore and my behavior is causing someone’s thorax to contract. I simply don’t care. The problem is not me… It is he and his desire for delirious perfection that is causing him pain in the ass!!!

NO TWO IDIOTS ARE ALIKE. We’ve learned this in Science, haven’t we???

I was born and made uniquely crazy with so much potentials to be regally larger-than-life. This is an exaggeration.

 

 

 

There are angels among us…

There are angels among us! I am blessed to have plenty of them...

— Alphredite HD (@alphredite) November 20, 2012

A great heart-to-heart time… that’s what I had with a  friend just a couple of hours ago.  We had a sundry of  topics from family matters to personal issues to love life…

The conversation was inspiring… I am inspired of her stories… of the way she sees life and its surprises.. and how she enjoys the roller coaster ride to happiness and self-contentment and their opposite.

Life isn’t always perfect. In fact, it never was. But it becomes more meaningful with wonderful people around us. I am thankful!

It’s a just a matter of tweet and go!

To be fairly straightforward, someone had successfully get into my nerves and had almost ruin my vibes…

Good thing, there is Twitter..

(1) i am blessed with wonderful people around me. they're always a source of joy and inspiration...

— Alphredite HD (@alphredite) October 17, 2012

(2) 2. there are people who would love to fry you sunny side up!

— Alphredite HD (@alphredite) October 17, 2012

(3) People will boil you up after breaking your nuts yet managed to allow you look okay after the frying... and serve you hot or even cold!

— Alphredite HD (@alphredite) October 17, 2012

(4) i consider this as a real challenge because no matter how the frying goes, you end up purposeful!

— Alphredite HD (@alphredite) October 17, 2012

(5) Never be confined too much of heeding on the outside motivators nor distractors. listen to what your heart tells you.

— Alphredite HD (@alphredite) October 17, 2012

(6) After all, it is the intrinsic push or pull that you do to yourself that defines your happiness.

— Alphredite HD (@alphredite) October 17, 2012

(7) believe in people, in their potentials... in their dreams. their optimism is contagious......

— Alphredite HD (@alphredite) October 17, 2012

Obviously, the last tweet says I’m okay!

Here comes another unhealthy competition…

i cannot sleep yet. felt so disappointed how doubtful some can be with the results of the competition.

— Alphredite HD (@alphredite) September 29, 2012

I am sorry… But i really cannot yield to your dubious maneuvering.. Yes, I admit my kids were not at their best at the competition but the board of judges has spoken… my student contestants  won the first place.

the board of judges has spoken. my kids in BagataoNHS won. others just don't accept it.

— Alphredite HD (@alphredite) September 29, 2012

Do not give me lecture on subscribing to the rules because I am very sure we did adhere. Take note, the rule says, “The use of accompaniment… is ENCOURAGED..” What compelling push does it have on the contestants?

Are you not the ones who violated the strict rules in the contests, especially the strict provisions on time allotment and the number of participants-performers? The records show my team obeyed.

Now, what guts do you have to question the decision of the board of judges? You should have not invited them in the first place if you can confidently say, “Next time kumuha ng mga judges na marurunong!” This is insulting! We should be revising the guidelines next time and implemented instead a raffle draw in determining the winners!

Please I am offended of how you bluntly doubted my students. I do not expect you to believe in them as I do, but please give them a chance. Disqualifying them (thus, disrespecting the results on the judges’ score cards) just because you thought you were better is a real slap on our face. If you are unhappy of the results and felt cheated, ink your complaints against the jurors and tell them they are dumbass!!!

I have to tell you more about my straightforward ranting about the event but in the meantime let me just pause from hitting my lappy’s keys!

Salamat sa munting tinig…

Hindi ko alam kung papalakpak ba ako o lulundag sa tuwa ng sa wakas ay marinig kitang magsalita…

Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang kagalakang bumalot sa aking diwa at pagkatao…

Sana’y hindi mo nahalata ang pangingilid ng aking mga luha  habang pinapakinggan kong mahina mong binibigkas ang ilang mga salita bilang pagtugon sa ilan kong mga katanungan…

Natutuwa akong sa wakas ay nabatid kong nakakapagsalita ka palang talaga. Akala ko kasi noon ay talagang likas na sa iyo ang di pag-imik sa tuwing mayroon tayong talakayan sa klasrum.

Hindi ako naniniwalang hirap o hindi ka marunong magbasa sapagkat sa ating mga pagtataya ay nakakakuha ka ng mataas na marka… Marahil ay nahihiya ka lang… at ang iyong pagiging mahiyain ay dumating na sa kasukdulan na mas ninais mong magsawalang-kibo kaysa ibahagi ang ideyang ginusto mong ikulong na lang sa iyong diwa.

Natatandaan mo pa ba noong nasa unang taon ka pa lamang? Pinilit kong marinig ang iyong tinig ng atasan kitang basahin ang ilang talatang nakasulat sa pisara. Nais ko sanang makipagmatigasan sa iyo… Ayokong pagbigyan ka sana sa iyong kagustuhan na maupo na lamang at ipagsawalang bahala ang isang payak na gawain. Ngunit nakita ko ang pagpatak ng luha sa iyong mga mata. Nalungkot ako at nasaktan… Sa isang banda, natakot akong isipin mo na ako ay isang kontrabida, isang kaaway na ang tanging motibo ay nakawin sa iyo ang iyong karapatan sa pananahimik.

Ang larawang ito ay mula sa kawing na ito http://thetalithakoumpromise.wordpress.com/2010/05/03/a-heart-for-justice/

Mula noon, isa ka sa mga naging pangarap ko… Sa tuwing naghaharap tayo sa loob ng ating klase at nagtatama ang ating mga paningin, pinangarap kong marinig ka. Madaming beses din akong nagtangka… Kami ng iyong mga guro at ng iyong mga kamag-aral maging  mga kaibigan ay hindi kailanman sumuko sa pagnanais na mapakinggan ka. Sa lahat ng mga pagkakataong iyon, kami ay nabigo.

Ngunit hindi nitong nakaraang araw. Sa pangalawang pagkakataon ngayong pasukan, kauna-unahang beses sa buwang ito, narinig ko ang iyong tinig… Mahina ito ngunit sapat na para mabingi ang aking kamalayan. Musika itong tila  ba humihele sa akin sa paglalakbay sa isang masayang tagpo sa aking panaginip.   Ayoko na munang magising…

Subalit hindi panaginip ang lahat. Nawa’y ramdam mo rin ang labis na galak ng iyong mga kamag-aral habang kinakausap mo ako. Nawa’y nakita mo ang kanilang pagkamangha sa  mga pagbabagong ipinapakita mo… Sa isang mag-aaral sa ikatlong taon, isang pambihirang pagkakataon na mapaligiran ka ng mga kaklase at kaibigang animo’y sabik sa iyong pagbigkas ng mga salita na tila ba isang batang natututo pa lamang magsalita… Gusto ko silang sabayan sa pagpapalakpak… Ngunit pinili kong manahimik at hindi ipakita sa iyo ang labis na galak na nadarama ko.

Isa lang ang alam ko. Natutuwa ako sa unti-unti mong paglabas sa iyong cocoon.

Nagpapasalamat ako sa iyong pagtitiwala sa akin… Higit sa lahat nais kong batiin ka sa pagpapamalas mo ng tiwala sa iyong sarili!

Mananatili kang inspirasyon sa akin. Salamat sa iyong tinig!